Ellie Bellie BOOOO

AWE what a cutie pie pie!!!! I love this girl!

blackberrys and blogging

We are officially in trouble! My new blackberry storm can access blogger.com but my pearl wasn't ever this hi tech! Luke swears this now, "I have really lost you now!" I am always face in my phone!

Update on grandpa: surgery went we'll and he currently resides in the surgical ICU. Love you gramps!

An update on grandpa:

So I have had the opportunity to visit grandpa many times while he is in the hospital. He is struggling and it makes me sad. I am very hopeful! He has been getting many treatments of platelet therapy and has had a bma. All states that his SPLEEN is crapping out. Sucky! He is having surgery on Friday...
I am fortunate enough to work down the street from where grampa is hospitalized so I can see him before or after my shifts. If anyone wants to know where to go to visit...let me know

What a cutie!

So yesterday, I was stressed out ...Whats new right? But it was about finals. My grades have not been posted yet so you can imagine my anxiety level. I received this pic while at work. Yes, I had to work every night before a final. I am beyond burned out! But this pic sent by Mel, made me feel like I needed to stop worrying and be happy. :)

you found me

I found God on the corner of First and Amistad
Where the westwas all but wonAll alongSmoking his last cigarette
I said, where've you been?He said, ask anything.

Where were you? When everything was falling apart.
All my days spent by the telephone. And all I needed was a call
It never came To the corner of First and Amistad

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late. You found me, you found me.

But in the end Everyone ends up alone Losing hope
The only one who's ever knownWho I am, Who I'm not, Who I want to be
No way to know How long she will be next to me

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.You found me, you found me.

I've been calling for years and yearsand you've never left me no messages
Never sent me no letters

Lost and insecure, you found me, you found me
Lying on the floor, surrounded, surrounded
Why'd you have to wait?Where were you? Where were you?
Just a little late.You found me, you found me.

-The Fray

Lost

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I'm in a cross
Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get what I deserve
No better and no worse I just got lost
Every river that I've tried to cross
And every door I ever tried was locked
Ooh-Oh, And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...
You might be a big fish In a little pond
Doesn't mean you've won'
Cause along may come A bigger one
And you'll be lost
Every river that you try to cross
Every gun you ever held went off
And I'm just waiting till the firing stops
And I'm just waiting till the shine wears off...

-Coldplay

I am almost done

So this blog is a little different due to the fact that I am not ranting or whatever. I am humbled today. I have made it to the end of the semester. I am grateful for school. Really I am. I am so glad that there is only one more year of school left. I have managed to survive this chaos and live, so far to tell about it. Christmas is going to be tight this year. Life has managed to kick me to the ground and it has been very hard to pick myself up. I am so grateful for family and friends. Thank you.